stop hurt me, please!

stop hurt me, please! I'm begging you. is there never enough for you to have my tears? there's no one know, the reason you hurt me, pain on me... I cried, when no one know it... I laugh, when many others beside me. although the pain can't be cured.
did you know? something in my heart preventing me to fight. did you ever try to find out what's happen?
I love you! it's hurt when you ignored me... it's hurt when you laugh with others but change in front of me... it's enough. for me... did you know? I cry for you every night... but you make it nothing. just something, I love you!